Suicide

There's got to be more to life than this right? More to life than working just to get by.. Barely having time with my kids... Feeling like I'm not cherished or loved by him like I need and feel like I deserve.. He doesn't look at me the way I need him to. He isn't there fore with comfort when I need it the very most.. And all I can think when I wonder if he loves me and wants to be with me forever is his adulterating heart because of the things he's done in the past.. He isn't committing to me the way I need him to.. When or will that ever happen.,, he doesn't understand.
My 14 year old brother took his own life two weeks ago because of bullying.. and now, I just can't, I just can't look at life the same.. Why the h*** are we here only to suffer the way we do? To do the same things over and over? To feel pain unimaginable, unbearable. My soul feels weak.. My heart is broken and dragging.theres no one to talk to as I feel my semblance of happiness fade. My troubles are a burden to others...,.... I just want to feel again

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  • Don't I love u

  • I'm so sorry for the loss of your brother.

    I also know what it is to work your ass off and get nothing in return, and to struggle to barely get by.

    I once felt total despair like you and someone told me about the book the purpose driven life - it helped me immensely.

    Please check with your local library - your kids need you!

    If your husband keeps cheating - leave him when you think you can!

    I wasted too many years on an idiot man, don't be like me.

    Wishing you peace and Godspeed!

  • Look life isnt very easy,its brings hard situations
    where we need to face it boldly and cope up situation in positive
    way .bt thinking about suicide is work of cowards

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