I was deeply in love with a girl whom I wanted to be with for the rest of my life and start a family with, we were together for more than four years its been about 6 now. We broke up because I cheated, but still had. Emotional contact After many strugglesanxd being apart texas to north Carolina we had contact through Facebook. My world shut down when I found out she had a daughter with another man because I wanted to start a family with her and wanted her to be the mother of my kids. After so much time now (6years) we lost contact and now i still think about her a lot I haven't been in a relationship since. Sometimes I want to converse with her now that she lives in texas but I know I shouldn't intervene now its too late but it hurts .