I'm not the same person anymore. I used to be content with myself, but now i'm not. I used to think I was pretty, but lately I've been feeling, unattractive, inferior and very insecure. I used to think I was skinny compared to other girls, but now I can't stop thinking about losing weight. I never really cared about fashion. I used to like thrifting, but now all I want is new clothes and show a little more skin. My prom dress was simple and cheap, but after seeing my friend's dress I made my parents buy me another one. It was very expensive. The crazy idea of me becoming a model has been stuck in my head. I want to prove all the people who thought I was ugly or who never cared to notice me that i'm pretty. What bothers me is that none of this never really matter to me. I was a very smart girl who was aware about what happened around the world, but now all I care about is my looks.