Afraid of speaking

I never told my parent or anyone else about getting sexually harassed in the school bathroom. It was lunch time and the only girl in there when some boys came in and saw one of them locking the door. They pinned me against the wall, lifted my skirt, pushed their hands down the front of my panties and told they would live me naked if I screamed or told anyone about. I was so terrified I stood there while they played with my t***, took turns rubbing my p**** and asking me if I liked it. Didn't say anything out of fear and shame and then ran out of the bathroom. I remember pulling my clothes back up and walking out pretending nothing had happed so no one would find out. Got stuck seeing those boys every day in school snickering about it and no choice but to keep my mouth shout and swallow my shame. Still don't know if touching meat rape and pretty sure nothing would have been done about it.

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  • You should report them as its a sexual assault against you.

  • It sticks with you your whole life.

    When I was in high school the quuen bee decided to abuse me. I was a bit alone and suddenly I was a part of the in group. But there was a cost. She would feel me up. She would sit beside me in class and put her hand up my skirt and in my panties. I froze. I was trapped though. I was embarrassed. Confused too i guess. But I had seen other girls frozen out and i knew the school could not protect then and my parents would never send me to a different school. So I just did what she said. It progressed. I tried to wear pants but she told me to wear a skirt or I would be out and I knew out meant right out in the cold on my own. When she felt like it, she would assign somone else to sit beside me and feel me up. There were other girls too who were in my situation and sometimes I was assingened to feel one of them up. There were times when i was physically sick with guilt and worry and fear and confusion.

    Looking back I still don't know what I should have done.

    Good luck

  • It's not rape, it's molestation. But it's not nothing either. They touched, harassed and held you against your will without your permission. Definitely traumatizing and you should speak to someone about it. The biggest problem with bringing this to the cops is what evidence would they to hold these a*******. But you were probably not the only one they did this too, unfortunately. And sadly (and this is not excusing their behavior) it's very possible that they could have been molested themselves and were acting out. Regardless, take care of you and talk with someone. Rainn.org is a good organization.

  • U should report them to the police. they will get their jail time. do not live in shame.

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