Afraid of speaking
I never told my parent or anyone else about getting sexually harassed in the school bathroom. It was lunch time and the only girl in there when some boys came in and saw one of them locking the door. They pinned me against the wall, lifted my skirt, pushed their hands down the front of my panties and told they would live me naked if I screamed or told anyone about. I was so terrified I stood there while they played with my t***, took turns rubbing my p**** and asking me if I liked it. Didn't say anything out of fear and shame and then ran out of the bathroom. I remember pulling my clothes back up and walking out pretending nothing had happed so no one would find out. Got stuck seeing those boys every day in school snickering about it and no choice but to keep my mouth shout and swallow my shame. Still don't know if touching meat rape and pretty sure nothing would have been done about it.