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Being a New Dad
Being a Dad. It is something I have wanted to do for a very long time. And I am so grateful to have a healthy baby girl. I love her so much and I am trying to work so hard for her. I can honestly say that God has blessed me and my little family. I love my wife. She is amazing. Sometimes I feel that all of the many blessings that God has given me are too great, or that I do not truly deserve them. My wife and I both do not have normal health circumstances, yet together we have created this perfect little girl, she was born a little early and a little small, but she is growing every day and getting cuter everyday.
I can go on and on about these blessings, because there is a lot in my eyes... Even after all of this I still look at myself in the mirror and see myself as underserving of such blessings. I see myself and think that I will have some kind of freak accident or bad thing that is going to happen. I know that I must just think this because I watch too many movies where bad things happen to good people, and maybe I am skeptical, or maybe I am just lucky and usually i consider myself unlucky...
I just know that I wake up in the night sometimes having nightmares and i do not sleep well... could also be from the baby... and I just worry about her. I worry about my wife and I's relationship, but there is honestly nothing to worry about... She and I are great together, we still love going on dates and still love spending time with each other. She is the love of my life and I just worry and I think I am going to keep worrying myself to death!
Sounds like you are experiencing that beautiful and sweet feeling of being alive and being a parent. You are doing your best! Kerp going! Love your family and be blessed. Pray Psalm 91 over your family and trust God. He has given you the wisdom and strength to take care of you and your family!
Gay
He's happy and that is enough.
I hope you're not vaxxed
Take care of your mom.