I'm going to take his virginity...
We've already been very close to it. We were making out, and I ended up naked and on top of him, but he was still mostly dressed and we had time to think and decided it wasn't the right place or time (staying at a friends house).
He has also has dropped the L word on me and I think he really means it...I really like this guy... I think I love him. He's ten years older than me and still a virgin. I'm actually very exited and honored that he has expressed a desire to have s** with me, and happy to be his first.
My problem is that I am divorced (was married young, at the age of twenty, divorced at twenty five) and this guy has never had any kind of sexual experience. I don't want to mess up, and make it weird, or make him feel like he's not special, because he totally is. He's already self conscious that there is something wrong with him for waiting for so long (trust me there isn't, he's attractive, has a nice p****, and is a great kisser... Just very shy around girls and socially awkward to an extreme... For whatever reason, he has become comfortable with me, and I'm not complaining. I'm so glad we connected.)
Is it weird for the younger female to have more experience than the older male in the relationship? Anything I should do to make this special/meaningful to him and fulfill whatever expectations he has? How could I make it best for him when he is extremely shy and awkward to begin with??