That I am addicted to cocaine. It has become a weakness that has taken over my life from top to bottom. I have alienated my friends, began to steal from my parents and live in complete paranoia of being caught. I have started making strides towards changing but the addiction is to strong so I find myself going in circles with no end in sight. If I continue this trend I don't see how I will survive and death is not an option for me so I need to change immediately. I declare that today will be my last day using any and all drugs in order to commence a new life where I will stand to never betray my friends and family again.
I cannot live another day in fear of what will come from being caught or if someone discovers my addiction. I was on the right path in life, I had everything I had planned so I suppose I got to comfortable. The money was endorsing my habits, my family was oblivious of my actions due to the successful image i had portrayed to them. Once things started slipping away the only thing that remained was this painful addiction. I was living in a world of my own, and I was satisfied with repeating these embarrassing actions day in and day out.
the only drive I had in life was using drugs, I had sculpted my life around creating environments that enabled me to use. I am going to burn the connections in which facilitated my addiction and will replace them with new exciting endeavours.
I am going to spend every second of every day from this moment on to rebuild all the bridges I have broken without anyone figuring out my painful past.
This is my confession and this is who I was and will never become again.