I'm falling for a guy, but I'm afraid
I'm falling for a guy, but I'm afraid he'll just use me, and when I do finally tell him[if I do], I'm afraid he'll think I'm joking or that I'm a moron. Also, I'm afraid of really messing up around him, like saying something wrong. I'm thinking that he could possibly, not to mention easily, hurt me. And I keep going over this new thought, that if he does I'll just shatter and go absoloutely crazy, and do everything in my power to act as if it was just my fault, and nothing he could do would be meant to harm me in any way. He's a really gentle guy, but for some reason I just can't shake the image of him yelling at me and physically hurting me.