I'm ugly and not afraid to admit it. But, I feel so bad for getting mad at nice looking or even decent looking people. They didn't do anything wrong. But I just get jealous, because, let's admit it. If you're good looking, you probably have a bit of an easier life. This is selfish of me to say, but... I just can't help but be bitter. I don't want to die alone but I probably will. People say that looks don't matter, but I beg to differ. I just want to think of myself as even decent for once.