I think there's something wrong with

I think there's something wrong with me. Not actually, but I don't know. I wish life was just so simple - like in the movies where it would all be happy in the end. I am 16 and i've never been kissed. I want somebody to be with. Too much of my life is spent being lonely. I don't know what it is though, because when i'm around people I can be great but then sometimes I just shutdown and I don't even know how or why. I just wish someone would come in and make all of my insecurities go away - I wish someone that I liked would like me back and say it. I feel so alone; like nobody gets me. I know something is off with my life but I don't know how to change it. I really want to be in love. I know that is surprising for a 16 year old, but its true. I want to feel things. My life is too bland; school work consumes my life but I don't feel like i'm learning that much. I want to go to a place where everybody wants to learn things and they are like me and want the same things. I don't know, I just feel like my life is passing me by and everybody else sort of goes with the flow. It looks like I go with the flow on the outside, but on the inside I just want to feel everything that the world has to offer. In that way I want to feel anything, whether its sad or happy. Its weird - last year I told myself the same thing, and then I actually I think that I became a little depressed for a while (not actually but it felt like that). It sucked because I was sad but in a way it feels good to cry. You feel something actually. All of my feelings are bland. I want something

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  • Yep i was the same, i felt like everyone was ahead of me. Everything else works for me except for love, i really feel like some normal part of everyone's life i dont have. It feels like it's missing. Know that your not alone. I've travelled to 20 countries, i've backpacked to europe with friends, i go to huge parties, i drink and smoke pot, i have lots of friends, iam in the military, iam actually a pilot and iam only 18. All i want though is to be in love...

  • Don't have a relationship! Have fun if you have a relationship, then your life goes to h***!

  • i was pounding vag by the time i was 16.

  • Find a passion.

  • Your 16 live for yourself.
    Get your drivers license, go out and have fun with friends, get a job.
    Have fun where you are and with what you have now.
    Smile a lot trust me I used to feel the same way.
    Don't worry about seriously dating until your older like 18 and so on, your young enjoy that fact.
    Please just believe me.

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