What should I do.
So, I'm getting married next year and can't wait but something keeps going through my mind so I'm after some help.
I can honestly say there is no other woman that I'd be attracted to over my fiancée but I've always fancied Shemales. Obviously she doesn't know that, it's my darkest secret. It's the only p*** I w*** to and I always fantasise about being with one. It used to only be a small fantasy but it's a full blown obsession now.
Should I find a s****** and do all the things I've ever fantasised about before I'm married to get it out my system?
I have a few of worries either way.
what if I get married and then the obsession gets worse and I do it in the future.
But if I do try before I get married (or give in when I am) what if I absolutely love it and can't stop then?
What if I do it, get it out my system and that's that and then she finds out and leaves me and I end up with nothing?
Any experience out there? Anyone been with one and can tell me if it was a good idea or any experience with a similar scenario, s****** or not?