During my childhood from what I remember my family and this other family that lived on street were always arguing. When I around 11 I used to play on estate with other children and The girl from the other family Sarah she was probably around the same age has me and a bit of a b**** like how mom was at the time.

The arguing escalated into Police involvement they had called the police over a claim on child abuse from my parents. These allegations were false and this made the situation worse especially since we both me and Sarah went to school, This turned into a personal issues between us for around 4 years all the way until we both finished high school.

around 2004 I was living in student accommodation during University term time, On the first weekend of freshers night me and some friends went to this fancy dress party the Hubs put on to attract Students. It was a themed night of school uniforms so we went dressed up and made the most of our first week of no work. During this party after afew hours of drinking I checking out some of the girls and there was his group of around 5 and one of them was her! Sarah I reconsidered her straight away she was not overly attractive she had red hair and and alot taller and tbh she was in this navy tight short school skirt and these long navy socks I didn’t go near her but I noticed she and her friends kept looking over and laughing and talking. I was ready to leave I just did not want the stress of it all.

I made an excuse to leave and me and my friends left and went to another club next to the university. It probably around 1am and the same group of girls so with one or two of them missing. We were dancing with these other girls we meet while there and Sarah and her friend dancing next to us as much as I didn’t want to be that close to her after all these years I could not stop looking at her legs and what she was wearing. Inevitable how close there were to us she bumped into me and I turned and looked at her and thought here we go… But nothing… she just smiled and danced close in front of me she ended up putting her arms around me neck and everything just slowed down it was surreal I didn’t realise I had me hands on her hips, she didn’t say anything ether did I, We had our tongues down each others throats for the most night until she dragged me her dorm room where we had amazing s**, I licked her out, made her ride me and cummed inside her more then once until I passed out drunk. That was 2004 I had never see or heard from her since that night, until 6 months ago she added me on FB and said Hello, I looked at her picture and she is with someone and has a child and looks attractive, but have yet to reply. This really has confused the h*** out of me.


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  • You need to reply back to her, what's wrong with you! It's Sarah for crying out loud!

  • If you don't want to f*** her I will

  • I read your narration with deep sense of empathy. A lot of folks have had enough confusion from a "confused world" to last for a life time! Lack of "personal identity" can bore oneself sick even to having suicide thoughts . Have I once considered suicide in my life? Yes and indeed, many folks you see that walk the streets are full of challenges and pains that were inflicted or innate. In my own case, in my teens , I thought I will not be able to achieve anything because I was abused as a child , lived in a home that always felt like an explosive device was about to ignite. I struggled with these feelings and tried to fill the void via alcohol and "street smokes". I found fake boldness that was transient. I envied and wanted to be like others. I began to steal. Well, I am an adult now, well educated, employed, married, had kids, drug/alcohol/smoke free, and really free from all my demons. How? Yes, I know that this will be the question in your heart. It sounded foolish and dreamlike but it was real. Someone gave me a copy of "New Testament and Psalms and proverbs"; a little blue covered book which could fit into my pocket. It was published by Gideon international. I began to read it from "The Gospel of John" like he advised me. I love reading and it made sense. Well, I may not be able to tell you all that happened to me but I discovered that as I read it daily, I began to be attracted to and talk to the main character in the story; Jesus and it seemed like and old self of mine was dropping off daily. At some point , I was shocked when I was out with my friends and realized that I hadn't touched alcohol in the past 2 weeks! And the stranger thing was that alcohol lost its appeal to me. In fact, it disgusted me. My friends told me that they will "give me just three months" and I will drink myself to stupor like before. well it has been years and I keep getting better; more pleasant than the person I ever tried to be. Jesus is beautiful.

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