What do I do.
I’m in a complicated situation. I am with a girl who it had taken me ages to get with and when she finally went out with me we started a 3 year relationship. I’m 27 male and she is 25 things had been going well until the company I worked for went under.
I started a new job in the summer working for a clothing chain. I worked in the women’s department sorting out the latest clothing etc. I cannot remember how long it was before I was moved to the evening shift that Christmas. It was Christmas and the store was busy and It had taken over an hour after store close to sort the place out. My evening manager Karen K who is 47 years old and still quite attractive for her age, she dresses nice for the shop floor most of the time in pencil skirts and theses light glitter style tights that give women leg definition heels and blouses, she attracts male attentions from shoppers and staff and is married.
I’m not sure how it started but we started talking about the clothing on the shop floor. Karen was a women who would be always on store floor staff cases, even mine sometimes. We talked most nights and I noticed as we went into the year she started to flirt with me and one of the other staff members, it was sutle at first undoing one button, touching hands, grinding against me and him while trying to get down one of the isles, her skirt must have gotten shorter after store closed and it was always me and this other guy behind with just her when the places closed because she did the work schedules.
On the 21st of December I attended the store Christmas party on the last day of store open i brought along my GF and Karen was talking to the other guy. During the evening my GF was ill and I had to take her home, but I returned to the party because I left my jacket and my mobile phone was inside. On the way out I ran into Karen she asked why I was leaving so soon, I told her I needed to go and she kissed me on the cheek and said Merry Christmas I froze for a moment and she said ‘I looked like a guy who is wondering what he should do next…’ and laughed It was awkward. she told me to follow her if I wanted and she walked Into the warehouse and closed the door. I stupidly followed her and she waiting in the dark we kissed and We ended up having s** in the clothing racks for only 15 mins and she said need to get back to the party and told me she would see me soon, I left and went straight home. I Have slept with Karen several times since then In hotels, she said she is planning to divorce her husband and asked me to leave my GF for her. I have major guilt and my situation is getting worse.