Mom and Dad

Godamn. Why must youfight you are already divorced. WHY BRING ME INTO IT i f****** hate you guys you are the reason i smoked weed that day. To get the f*** away

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  • I feel you

  • Yeah man I been there too.

  • This was just me and I quite empathize deeply with you. Felt really a connection. I have gotten over it though and wrote part of my experience below.

  • A lot of folks have had enough confusion from a "confused world" to last for a life time! Lack of "personal identity" can bore oneself sick even to having suicide thoughts . Have I once considered suicide in my life? Yes .. . and indeed, many folks you see that walk the streets are full of challenges and pains that were inflicted or innate. In my own case, in my teens like you, I thought I will not be able to achieve anything because I was abused as a child lived in a home that always felt like an explosive device was about to ignite. I struggled with these feelings and tried to fill the void via alcohol and "street smokes". I envied and wanted to be like others. I began to steal. Well, I am an adult now, well educated, employed, married, had kids, drug/alcohol/smoke free, and really free from all my demons. How? Yes, I know that this will be the question in your heart. It sounded foolish and dreamlike but it was real. Someone gave me a copy of "New Testament and Psalms and proverbs"; a little blue covered book which could fit into my pocket. It was published by Gideon international. I began to read it from "The Gospel of John" like he advised me. I love reading and it made sense. Well, I may not be able to tell you all that happened to me but I discovered that as I read it daily, I began to be attracted to and talk to the main character in the story; Jesus and it seemed like and old self of mine was dropping off daily. At some point (think it must have been after 3 months ), I was shocked when I was out with my friends and realized that I hadn't touched alcohol in the past 2 weeks! That was strange. And the stranger thing was that alcohol lost its appeal to me. In fact, it disgusted me. My friends told me that they will "give me just three months" and I will drink myself to stupor like before. well it has been years and I keep getting better; more pleasant than the person I ever tried to be

  • WHEN I BEGAN READING MY BIBLE, I DISCOVERED THAT I HAVE A FATHER IN HEAVEN AND I NOW RELATE WELL WITH HIM;

    Our Father in heaven,
    may your name be kept holy.
    10May your Kingdom come soon.
    May your will be done on earth,
    as it is in heaven.
    11Give us today the food we need,a
    12and forgive us our sins,
    as we have forgiven those who sin against us.
    13And don’t let us yield to temptation,b
    but rescue us from the evil one.c
    14“If you forgive those who sin against you, your heavenly Father will forgive you. 15But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins. MATTHEW 6

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