Feeling sorry for myself
There needs to be a subcategory between serious health and not so serious. If I browse and see folks with real issues I'll feel even worse. I have some sort of flu. I feel horrid. But it's the flu. You know. It'll pass. But it made me nauseaus and that triggered a panic attack (mild this time). That's one of my triggers.
I'm just so tired. Woke up coughing at 4 and husband and kids are sleeping. And I'm lonely and wanted someone to take care of me but that's not fair. Plus he's just not like that. Isn't warm in that way. He's a good man. But not like that.
Plus I'm missing someone else from my past and it's stupid o'clock in the morning and really this post is nothing but feeling sorry for myself.