I hate being a stepdad!!!

I hate bein a ** stepfather! It's the worst!!! I thought I knew what I was getting myself into but I had no ** idea! A lot of ** came to light when I got married that my wife never cared to mention. I was naive and got caught up in that honeymoon phase and made the stupid ** mistake of never living together before marriage. The lie, steal, the 9 year old hides ** clothes and I just flat out don't like him. He also still ** his pants every now and then. It'd gotten to the point where the smell of pies would just set me off because he'd hide them so long that they'd start smelling like ammonia! I now remembered why I didn't have kids and I will be filing for divorce very soon! ** this!! I used to be a world traveler but because I married into a ready made family I haven't been anywhere in three ** years and it ** **. They've drained my finances and I wake up every day miserable! ** this I'm out. I feel guilty for leaving Because she truly is a good woman but I can't do it anymore. Well I'm off to the birthday dinner for this ** 13 year old where she felt the need to buy him a $500 ** phone! Money we could put towards a trip or spe thing had we not had kids!!!