I hate this
I have hit rock bottom through drinking, self harm and taking "sick days" off school. Today I woke up and drank at 9am. Then I went to the shop in my pajamas and walked past like 20 girls from my school. One of them turned to me and just gave me this look of pathetic sympathy. I felt so p***** of. I bought an energy drink to mix the vodka with tomorrow at school. I also bought chocolate but haven't eaten it yet. I don't really eat anymore. I just want this all to be over.