I hate this

I have hit rock bottom through drinking, self harm and taking "sick days" off school. Today I woke up and drank at 9am. Then I went to the shop in my pajamas and walked past like 20 girls from my school. One of them turned to me and just gave me this look of pathetic sympathy. I felt so p***** of. I bought an energy drink to mix the vodka with tomorrow at school. I also bought chocolate but haven't eaten it yet. I don't really eat anymore. I just want this all to be over.

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  • Get used to day drinking and wearing PJs in public, since that's about all you're suited for. Maybe someday you'll be featured on the "People of Wal-Mart" site! #lifegoals

  • Stop s******* up your future - learn to love yourself by taking care of yourself and find something you enjoy doing other than killing yourself PLEASE!!!!!

  • It gets better

  • Not necessarily. Grab some life experience and quit trying to plant false hope in people.

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