I feel i got cheated

Why do some girls have it all. Born pretty, have money, went to college, have husbands who work and me, I got nothing, I'm chunky, grew up poor with a hair dresser mother who barely made rent, no father in sight, barely made it out high school, work as a clerk in a company with no future.

I keep my job because I put out to my boss, last night he showed up at three in the morning to get some. I give it to him, who cares any more. I'm 29, my chances of landing a good husband are zero, at least I get it from him. He can have it, I know I'm a doormat and he only wants me for the s**.

Secretly I wait for him to come for me. I don't tell him. I pretend i don't care, but that is not true. If he ditched me i would die. I know myself.

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  • Damn you need to work on yourself you're blaming all ur s*** on other ppl....go back to school, lose weight, find a hobby. Those are all attainable if u try even at f****** 29

  • Just because someone is pretty, has money and a husband doesn't mean they are happy. It sounds like you're just looking for someone to rescue you from your life instead of you actually putting the work in to make your life better. If you want something then you have to make things happen for yourself. You're 29. Keep your job, enroll at your local community college or take on line courses - you too can have an education. Start working out and you can change your body. It's all in your hands. Your boss ..stop that ..you deserve more and better. And that won't happen until you believe that.

  • So on top of everything else you basically have no self respect either?

  • Could be worse - you didn't grow up in Iraq!

  • Some people have it all but that doesn't make them any different age is a number go for a career set a goal it's never too late to start from ground up :) life is too short to not be the best you can be ..

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