I feel i got cheated
Why do some girls have it all. Born pretty, have money, went to college, have husbands who work and me, I got nothing, I'm chunky, grew up poor with a hair dresser mother who barely made rent, no father in sight, barely made it out high school, work as a clerk in a company with no future.
I keep my job because I put out to my boss, last night he showed up at three in the morning to get some. I give it to him, who cares any more. I'm 29, my chances of landing a good husband are zero, at least I get it from him. He can have it, I know I'm a doormat and he only wants me for the s**.
Secretly I wait for him to come for me. I don't tell him. I pretend i don't care, but that is not true. If he ditched me i would die. I know myself.