I hate you. I can barely gather up the energy to write this message and explain why, which shows how much you've put me through. I'm tired of the people around us enabling your obnoxious behavior. I'm tired of people telling me to "try harder" with you when you're the parent and I'm the child. For what? Because you're secretly more sensitive then you like to portray? Bullshit. All you've done is manipulated and preyed on their emotions by making them feel guilty, but that s*** won't work with me when I see the monster you are on a daily basis. F*** you and your victim mindset. F*** you and your inability to change while expecting it of others. I'm tired of being the mature one. I'm tired of how rude and dismissive you are. I'm tired of how judgmental you are to people you barely know, and how fake you are to their face. I'm tired of how self-centered and needy for attention you are. I'm tired of the way you try to compete with me when I'm not even thinking of you in that way. I'm tired of the way you come into the room and bring all your negativity with you. The room gets tense and secretive when you're around because we all know that no matter what we say, you'll take it as a personal attack because you're just so g****** insecure without the courage to face it. You critique us without warning and wonder why we distance ourselves from you. You wonder why no one likes to tell you things and you love to put the blame on others, but you never stop to take a good look at yourself and see that you are the problem. F*** you and your emotional abuse mom. I don't care if this, that, or the other happened to you. You've had 40+ years to work through your problems and instead you decided to be a vindictive, conniving b****.