I hate this town I live in, but im f****** stuck because i live with my girlfriend and her kids wich im sick and tired off.
I made a enormous mistake of raising her kids and now they call me daddy.
She treats me with suicide if I ever leave. Im really unhappy I don't feel love for her,only feel sorry and sad for her. I don't want to even have s** with her she doesn't turn me on in fact everything she does turn me off.
Also this town were I live in is like a f****** damn ghost town, no progress no public transportation no good paid jobs and no places to have fun out.
Im always worked in my life in different jobs but at the moment it's been two months since I don't have a job,,,
Now im really really really stuck because im broke no car and all the situation I just explained above!!!
I've been with her 4 years swallowing all this feelings that are killing me... I already told her I don't love her but seems like she's blinded by her own ego plus treated to kill herself with a kitchen knife... What the heck should I do?? Please help I want to leave!!!!! I need a job away from Florida state
I love up north doing any job that pays well and live my life with someone I can really feel inlove with and doesn't have or wants kids, I also realized that I hate kids please don't judge my feelings for I have no control over what I honestly feel about kids,,,(I don't hurt kids I don't wish bad things for them BUT I SIMPLY DONTTT LIKE KIDS)!!!...
Please help with your opinion or help with my getting away from here issues literally any of them both will be very welcome....
(((IF YOU JUST POST YOUR INSULTS TO ME IM JUST GONNA REPORT IT AND DELETE YOUR BAD INSULTS POSTS,,PLEASE BE KIND!!! Thanks ??