Gave up principles and went back to ex who is married.
I was 16 when I met him and fell in love for the first time. What I didnt know was he was not who he told me he was. He was 17 years older to me and swept me off my feet. He didnt tell me he was living in with another woman. I had no idea and he was in love with me too. He was the first man to hold my hand and the first to kiss me. He was everything to me. Two and half years later he told me over a fb chat that he was going to get married. I was only 18. I did not know how to deal with and struggled for a few months and out of fear of being alone I started dating my best friend even though I was no where close to getting over my ex. Barely anytime had passed before he came right back and we started talking again but I didnt admit the fact that I was in love with him. But now, 3 years since we broke up, I broke up with my best friend and went right back to my ex who is MARRIED. I never had s** with him for some reason but today, we were together again and even though s** didnt happen, everything else did. I made out with a MARRIED man because I am SO F****** in love with him. I CANNOT let go even though I get to meet him only thrice a year for a few hours a few days. EVEN then I just f****** CANNOT get out of this because I LOVE him. What will happen to me. SIX years I have wasted.