Why cant I accept

I cant accept the fact that you dont love me and that you never even did love me. Its hard to accept that you dont even think of me as a friend. I know I am not your friend you have showed me that much but still its not getting through to me. I am beggining to think I am truly crazy. I have no peace in my soul because of being in so much denial about this. I feel so pathetic.??

By Anonymous Mar 2, 2016