I'm (19yo) in love with my ex teacher (30yo) dunno what to do!
Known them 6 years. was my head of year and teacher through that time. He became my mentor, and somebody who I could talk about everything to. There is not one part of him I don't like. He is perfect to me in every way. He is exactly the man I need in my life and need to be with for the rest of my life. Why have I got these feelings if they're not supposed to lead to anything? We still talk as my younger brother is still at school and they are very involved with sports etc.. I just do not know what to do! I don't think he has any idea I feel this way but I can't say anything! The feelings are so strong that I would literally drop everything for him. So strong that I would be happy as long as he is happy, even if it wasn't with me. The feelings are killing me through, because I don't think anything could ever happen.