I feel like I'm writing an essay lol. Sorry for the grammar, english is not my first language.
I like my best friend. I've known him from junior highschool, and now we're 3rd grade at highschool.
At 1st grade at highschool, I just like him. But now, I feel that I'm in love with him. Bcs, when my friend (girl) ask, why do I like him, I can't answer. I just don't know why I like him. Yes, he's nice, smart, religious, and a bit nerdy. But that's not why I like him.
Maybe it's karma, bcs when we were 3rd grade junior school, I jokingly told him that I like him, and he told that we were dating for now, at least for one day. But I'm sure that's just a joke.
I haven't tell him until now. I don't have the courage. Bcs I treasured my friendship more. But sometimes I do feel jealous when he's near the girls. Especially his friend from the church (she's my friend too from elementary school).
When we weren't doing anything, he would tickles me. He even commenting the words on my new t-shirts. It's like he has nothing to do other that that.
And, I don't know if he's joking on me, or what. But sometimes when I walk across him, he would "spank" me. It's not hurt, he hit me softly anyway, but I don't know the purpose of him doing this.
What I know that I do like him. But I don't know what he feels about me. It just confusing :/