Shall i do it again?
Im confessing on here because i did something a few years ago, something so bad i have never uttered a word to anyone about, so started years ago in the world bebo and myspace, connected and talked to the black guy about s** and even swapped some pics back in the days of msn, we tallked alot of s**, always got me h****, anyway i was just at the beginning of my relationship back then and 2years ago i attemped to go on an old email account and noticed i had a mail from him like over a year old, replyed just because and next day he replyed, he attemped to add me on fb but i didnt as i told him i had a bf, we then chatted again both us older now and soon s** came up, i stopped it as i knew i was enjoying it too much, so few weeks past and i messages him again after me n my bf had a big fight, my bf was upstairs asleep and we spoke s** again n then i sent him my face pic, i remember his reply as he said my face would look better with his black d*** rubbing agaist it, i sent him a body pic and i know im now skinny, in my eyes i have an adverage body with abit of a tummy and a few love handles, he asked my fantasy as as more and more h**** it went from getting f***** by black d***, to having a two black d**** in me followed buy 3, he told me in story form what would happen if he and his mates would come round mine and f***** me, i stayed up till 2am getting myself off on his story till before i knew it i was arranging him and his mates to come round the next day, they lived 2hours away, before i went to bed he had shown pic me to his mates n told me to expect them 10.30am and i was to dress like a slutty white w**** for them!
next day bf went to work and didnt speak to me, the guys arrived early and i opened the door dressed as slutty as i could, so nervious and scares but dead keen, they were real dark black and dead fit, the curtains were drawn and it olayed out just as i was told the night before, a guy on each my nipples and another going down on me, they pealed my clothes off and left on my fishnets and boots, they covered my face with their black c****, tasting their c**** was amazing, i had only sucked 1 other d*** before and that was my bfs, they laided me down on the couch and began f****** me, one at a time to start with them more and more, wankingn sucking c**** as one f***** me, no condoms were used as they insisted if i went black i should go proper black, now i had never dome a*** s** before and i had let my bf finger go up there, and a vibator few times in the past but never his d***, as the f****** moved on i took all 3 them inside my body at same time, one under me, one behind me and one in my mouth i was groaning loud as they destroyed me on the leather sofa in my living room! i had the most powerfull o****** i had ever while doing that, and they didnt stop! they just kept f****** me until they all came close and covered my face in their sticky s****! i lay their catching my breathe and couldnt even walk after, i thought that was it but they asked when my bf was home and seeing as it was only midday they popped out for some snacks and hour later they were f****** me again, this time in my bed, my bf bed! i took all 3 again, and then the house phone rang, it was my bf, he had tryes my fone loads and got no reply so he left a voicemail on the answer machine, we all frooze as we heard his apology through the house and there was me listening with 3 black d**** in me, they paused n looked at me, i just grunted at them "come on then f*** me you dirty n******" well the f****** got even more intence after that, they took it out in me and then insisted they filled my p**** with their s****, 5 times i felt my p**** get filled, they didnt even ask if i was on the pill, last time i watched as it flowed out onto the bedspread, i came a totel 4 times that day, all while taking at least two d**** in my body, bf got home an hour after they left and we anuggled up on the sofa to watch a film after tea, same sofa i got f***** on! didnt hear from the guy for ages until 3days ago, he wanted to know if i want another session, i honestly dont know now...im real temped! not sure though, what do u all think?