I wish I was anorexic. Not only because I have 30 pounds of inexcusable fat hanging around my abdomen and I feel ugly, but because I want my mom and my sister to feel really really bad about being mean to me about my weight all my life. I want them to know that the reason why I would be dying would be because they were the ones to ruin my self respect and esteem. I want them to feel horrible about ruining my life and I want to make them feel even worse by not forgiving them. I might just try to be anorexic yet again. Will probably last 3 hours without food.