... that I am in fact suffering of an eating disorder. My friends tell me everytime when they see me only wearing undies. My mother always encourages me to eat more. Yet I don't want to change it. I used to be fat when I was younger... and now it feels good to be who I am, though I do know that I'm anorexic because I want to loose more weight and try to eat less. Why I wanted to post this? I can't really explain it. Maybe I just wanted to have it said once in my life, so I don't feel pressured to confess it to someone I really know.