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Am I crazy ?
For the past three years i have been talking to myself. It started out normal like thinking out loud but now it developed to the point where i have full conversations with myself, including asking myself a question and then answering it by myself, calling myself names and criticising myself, threatening myself or sometimes even hitting myself (not too hard).
I really don't know if it's normal or if i have some sort split personality but i do it all the time sometimes even while having a conversation with another person. people often notice it and ask me what i am saying and i reply nothing just thinking outloud.
I'm a fifteen year old boy by the way.
Alright so Brett here, idk if I told you my name and it's early so I'm not looking at what I wrote previously. Some people go through divorce some dont. Honestly I'm just some dude, I'm 26 and have way to much ** going on. lol yeah I hope my life gets better to but before I go. I need to tell you this. DO NOT SAY ** IT....dude as soon as I didn't give a ** what anyone thought, it's hard to start caring again. Just catch yourself doing it and realize our doing it, because it is normal. You got a girlfriend or partner or whatever
I'll have to disagree with you there. Maybe you misunderstood me, by "** it" I don't mean ** everything I'm not gonna give a ** about life and ** like that, I mean I'm not gonna care what other people think of me because honestly it's too much of a bother to care about what others think of you, especially when you don't really like them that much.
here is ten reasons why shouldn't care what people think: http://www.lifehack.org/articles/productivity/10-clear-reasons-why-you-shouldnt-care-what-others-think.html
Anyway, as for the girlfriend, I really have no interest in girls. I've never been attracted to anyone and I don't understand love yet I guess i'm too young.
Hey bro, yeah I have read that before, gotta love lifehack. Whoever your partner is you can tell them things you have never told anyone. If your not social then try to be. Do activitys. It sounds like you really have no one to talk to, I mean ** you and me can talk anytime but to hang out and interact with them and trust them is the best feeling
Good point I noticed i do have no one to talk to I should probably make some friends but I'm going to high school next year and i plan to focus completely on studying no distractions. But anyway, after high school comes college so i guess I'll be even more busy but whatever I'm sure I'll make a few friends on the way. I mean when i first entered preparatory school i didn't want any friends either but throughout the year i guess i changed and started socializing and ** but anyway thanks for caring enough to read this and thanks for the advice bye.
Oh **......do not use proper English around any of your classmates