What have I done? (gaming)
Let's see, where do I start?
I guess it's just a game so I shouldn't care too much. But it's how my friend reacted and treated me that bothered me after I got this rare item that he should've gotten.
I should've sold the item and split the profit so that we could both profit but I guess in the chaos of the moment, greed took over me and I ended up making the item bound to me so that only I could use it so in the end, only I ended up benefiting from the situation and not him. He got really mad after and called me a bad player and s*** because he gave me the support and materials to make the rare item and test a theory that could profit us in millions (in which, the theory failed).
I guess the rare item rightfully belonged to him and in the spur of the moment I forgot that it actually belonged to him and I never had held such a rare item in my own virtual hands before. I may never see an item like it again if I decide to sell it. If I knew he would be mad like this, I would've sold it though it would tear me apart. If I knew selling it would make us both happy, I would've done it.
I feel so bad, if things go right today, it may make things right. But knowing my luck and his, I think it will end badly. I just feel so bad that I don't know what to do. It's just a game so I shouldn't be feeling like this. I don't know what to do or how to make it up to him. I just wished that I could turn back time or if a GM can help me out of this situation. I don't know.