What have I become?

Ok so I am a 27 year old male, good looking, and successful. I have a gf of 10 years and a 4 month old daughter that I would do anything for. I am a great father to my daughter! I don't even doubt that. But I am a horrible boyfriend and a bad person in general, I know this because I am noticing what I am doing and lack control of what I do sometimes. Ok so what is it that I do? Well I'll start with the basics, I drink some times a little sometimes a lot. And I have slept with almost 400 women maybe more. I am addicted to s** and love to drink, my gf doesn't want either one, and I can't get her to a knowledge that I am even there most of the time. Recently I slept with my best friends ex gf who still lives with him and I feel like s*** for doing that. Now my business that I own is starting to suffer and I am depressed all the time and can't handle anymore stress from the business. I am becoming the very person that I hate and I don't know what to do anymore, I can't even bring myself to get out of bed some days because I don't want to face the world. Can I make a comeback from this or am I damned for life. If I died tomorrow and had judgment I'm afraid the scales are not in my favor anymore. Help me, give me advice to turn my life around and be the good guy I want to be. Thanks in advance for any helpful advice!

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  • U need v***** ul b better f***

  • I think you might need to Attend church and find Jesus...see how you feel... If not for yourself then for your daughter

  • Try to make up for what you have done. And if you can't, stay away from love\dating relationships. Do anything else like what you wrote and you will get serious consequences. For every action there is a reaction. You are lucky that people on this website feel enough sympathy to give you advice. Best of luck to you!. ???????

  • YOU'VE GOT TO CONSIDER YOUR DAUGHTER. IF YOU COULD TRULY DO ANYTHING FOR HER YOU WILL CHANGE WHICH SHE WILL LOVE. NO ONE LIKES TO HAVE A WAYWARD DAD (mind my diction). I CAN ASSURE YOU THAT YOUR BUSINESS WOULD SUCCEED.
    DONT FORGET THAT JESUS LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER AND HE HIS READY TO ACCEPT YOU. GET A BIBLE AND TURN TO THE BOOK OF JOHN 3:16 AND SEE WHATS THERE. VISIT THE NEAREST CHURCH FOR MORE ENQUIRES.
    REMAIN BLESSED.

  • Https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXsQAXx_ao0

  • Sounds like you need to listen to the song hurt a couple times

  • First step is to get neutered. We do not need you in the gene pool.

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