What have I become?
Ok so I am a 27 year old male, good looking, and successful. I have a gf of 10 years and a 4 month old daughter that I would do anything for. I am a great father to my daughter! I don't even doubt that. But I am a horrible boyfriend and a bad person in general, I know this because I am noticing what I am doing and lack control of what I do sometimes. Ok so what is it that I do? Well I'll start with the basics, I drink some times a little sometimes a lot. And I have slept with almost 400 women maybe more. I am addicted to s** and love to drink, my gf doesn't want either one, and I can't get her to a knowledge that I am even there most of the time. Recently I slept with my best friends ex gf who still lives with him and I feel like s*** for doing that. Now my business that I own is starting to suffer and I am depressed all the time and can't handle anymore stress from the business. I am becoming the very person that I hate and I don't know what to do anymore, I can't even bring myself to get out of bed some days because I don't want to face the world. Can I make a comeback from this or am I damned for life. If I died tomorrow and had judgment I'm afraid the scales are not in my favor anymore. Help me, give me advice to turn my life around and be the good guy I want to be. Thanks in advance for any helpful advice!