I Hate Being a Wife & Mother Sometimes
Don't get me wrong I love my husband and my children. But I'm tired of being the maid or the s** doll. I spend so much time taking care of everyone else when I do have down time I just sit and think now who takes care of me. I clean up they rip it right back down and of course my husband is oblivious to what the kids are doing. So I leave and come home to a f***** up house. Sometimes I'm so emotionally drained I just leave the house dirty and get in the bed. I have often tried to talk my spouse into taking a vacation but he claims to not see the reason for one. Honestly I just need a break away from my children. Out of the 6 years the I have been a mom I have literally never spent a full two days at from them. I don't care if it's just laying in a hotel room somewhere just to get some peace. I guess I'm just going to have to go somewhere on my own. He won't like it but enough is enough.