The first time I had s** with my ex-boyfriend, I told him no because I wasn't on the pill yet, but he went through with it anyway.
I finally got tired of his expectations for s** every night after one night. I was really sick, coughing horribly and having trouble thinking straight. I probably should have gone to the hospital but instead he was trying to have s**. I couldn't even breathe, because when I wasn't coughing he was trying to stick his tongue down my throat. I had to curl up face down on the bed so that I could even get a chance to breathe in between coughing fits.
I broke up with him a while back, but now my friends are getting mad at me because I'm making things awkward. I don't want to talk to him or even be around him. But they think I need to work things out. What's to work out? Why do I have to forgive him?