Will i go there?
I am laying in bed for what feels like the 100th time this year next to my best friend whos a guy. hes sleeping. hes got a girlfriend and i think i am in love with him.
he tried to kiss me 2 years ago but i had a boyfriend so i had to resist and things were awkward for a while... it almost ended our friendship but thankfully we got through it.
my relationship ended 3 months ago. i had feelings for him ever since the kiss. i feel every time he touches me. on the shoulder or brushes off my hand by accident. its like an electric shock im so aware.
me and shay (my best friend) grew up together. he has a girlfriend for the past 6 months and she wants him to see less and less of me.
i found this site as i just had to tell somebody. hes so close to me i can feel his breath. its torture. what will i do?