Im a heart breaker

I just from guy to guy like its my job. I have had many boyfriends over the past 4 years. I have never been broken up with. I usually only date for a month or two then end it. I dont know why, things go great then i suddenly feel trapped and suffocated. Perhaps i have commitment issues. I just broke up with a wonderful guy about an hour ago. We have been best friends for over 6 years, hes been inlove with me for a long time.

Tomorrow would have been our 1 month... Hes inlove with me and im not inlove with him. I felt trapped again and i paniced. I doubt i will ever find someone thatll treat me as good as him. I broke his heart, but i feel fantastic, like a weight as been lifted off of me. I have always been like this and i could stop.

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  • maybe youre afraid theyll dump you first. dont be scared, its not the end of the world even though it feels that way at the time. good luck, honey.

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