Im at his mercy!
I am in such messy situation atm! so iv been with my bf now for 2years im 20 and hes 26 and secretly his friend if f****** me, use me whenever he wants and however he wants and im letting him, whats worse? as much as i want it to stop! i really dont because he can be the best s** ever and make my body do things i never knew it could,
his friend is even older than my boyfriend, hes 32 i think, bigger and very head strong, he controls me and has been for last few months, ihave let him do things to me stuff that i have never let my bf do, a few examples, few times a week my bf will pick him up on way home from work, and while my bf showers and changes, his friend drags me into the kitchen, some times he pulls me down to my knees to give him head, sometime he picks me up and wanks his d*** between my t***, and other times bends me over and f**** me.
when hes been out with my bf hes got him drunk so much hes passed out, hes brought him home to me, dropped him into our bed, took me down stairs and f***** me downstairs while by bf is sleeping, one time while out with my bf he saw what i was wearing and when up at the bar he grunted at me that he wanted to f*** me in what i was wearing, to my shame he did, 20mims later in the bathroom,
it may be degrading and yea i am a totel w****, but he has control of me, if i were to break up with my bf he would then have me all the time, he insistes that when my inplant is due out im not to have another put in! hea nasty scum but he is the only person to ever make me c**!