Not againnnnn

I'm falling for him AGAIN. I got over him, exchanged a few emails, but the IMing last night was so sparkling and interesting that I can't help but want more.

He thinks my passions are worthwhile, and shares many of them.

'course, he's half a world away right now, and it'll be an effort to meet even when he does come back.
But our futures could actually align.

And at the same time, I'm feeling like my boyfriends' and my futures are diverging. Argh. He doesn't think my interests are that fascinating, and often says, "Why do you keep talking about that?"

Buuut we love each other.

Gah gah gah gah gah.

Cool-guy is 4 years older than me; that freaks me out a bit. Boyfriend is a great person, but we would both have to make HUGE life compromises. Ugh.

I'm totally taking the option of breaking up with the boyfriend when we both go abroad next semester - maybe I'll find the answer while I'm in the country I love so much, finally following my calling.

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  • ... thanks, you guys all helped SO MUCH.

    For the record, I'm not internet dating this guy, and I'm not particularly hung up on him, he just illustrates what's wrong with my current relationship.

    Hugs and kisses,

  • LOL Internet dating is for fatties, 12 year olds, and pedophiles. . . .I am guessing you fall into category number one, so don't hang your hopes too high on your "new guy." Cause once he sees the "real you" he will run as far from the neares McDonald's he can find, and you will be alone! I say, stick with the guy who already accepts you for your fatassness and all!

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