I'm falling for him AGAIN. I got over him, exchanged a few emails, but the IMing last night was so sparkling and interesting that I can't help but want more.
He thinks my passions are worthwhile, and shares many of them.
'course, he's half a world away right now, and it'll be an effort to meet even when he does come back.
But our futures could actually align.
And at the same time, I'm feeling like my boyfriends' and my futures are diverging. Argh. He doesn't think my interests are that fascinating, and often says, "Why do you keep talking about that?"
Buuut we love each other.
Gah gah gah gah gah.
Cool-guy is 4 years older than me; that freaks me out a bit. Boyfriend is a great person, but we would both have to make HUGE life compromises. Ugh.
I'm totally taking the option of breaking up with the boyfriend when we both go abroad next semester - maybe I'll find the answer while I'm in the country I love so much, finally following my calling.