I'm Don't know what to Do now
i lost my virginity to a boy who looked like james franco. i told him i didn't want him to be my boyfriend, and he said he didn't want me to be my girlfriend.
he moved away a few months later and i hate him for that. i cry every other day and i feel sick all the time because he is missing. i lied to him when i told him i didn't need him, i fell in love with him that night. every night afterwards is h*** and i haven't touched anyone since, literally. not even a kiss or a hug. it has been a year.