I'm Don't know what to Do now

i lost my virginity to a boy who looked like james franco. i told him i didn't want him to be my boyfriend, and he said he didn't want me to be my girlfriend.
he moved away a few months later and i hate him for that. i cry every other day and i feel sick all the time because he is missing. i lied to him when i told him i didn't need him, i fell in love with him that night. every night afterwards is h*** and i haven't touched anyone since, literally. not even a kiss or a hug. it has been a year.

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  • You know, if he left you after having s** and didn't even bother talking to you, then maybe he doesn't deserve you.

  • I understand where your coming from, he was your first and many girls do become attatched

    I was hung up on the guy I lost my virginity to for a few months, but one day I decided to stop waiting around and hooked up with someone else then i didn't miss the guy I lost it to that much, I mean I still think about him a little but its not as bad

  • Grow up little girl!

  • Thats quite the hang up on a boy who you havent seen in a year. MOVE ON! You could be missing out on a relationship which is much more fulfilling than what you -think- you remember about it. Face it, it was a one night stand since you agreed that there is nothing there. Its a mistake you made a year ago. Please stop agonizing about something you can't change. Find a relationship based on why you first banged the first guy. Love didn't happen until you were nailed. Give someone else the same chance.

  • james franco ey? he must have been f****** hot then!!!
    your dumb for letting him go.......

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