I lied about my father touching me
When I was younger, around 18, I lied about my dad touching me inappropriately. (He didn't touch me inappropriately, he's just very affectionate) I told my mom this and told her not to say anything. I just wanted my dad to let me be free, and I wanted to break them up so badly. Well she told him and it didn't work obvs, and I ended up with a tarnished relationship with my father.. I know he feels awkward about me now. I feel like scum honestly. I'm 22 now and idk how to bring up again or how to talk about it. I told him i think almost 2 years ago, that i was sorry for that, that i didnt know what was going through my head.
idk what to say to him :(!!