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I am married to a beautiful woman and we have ** often but every spare second a sneak off to peep shows how r gay areas where I get used At the peep show I let them come in my booth and do anything to me. The patrons call me she and her and take me how they want Sometimes a few at a time. While they do they refer me as girly. Some slap and hit me while they do me. ** me from behind
One man makes me leave the booth and get on my knees and stay there He makes me give oral to anyone that wants it and they pay him in booth tokens to finish in my mouth
I have had up to 10 men and n a row finish that way
I also go to a quiet road that is a gay hangout. One man pulls me into the woods and takes me from behind and just walks away when done leaving me on all fours
Another sits in his car and makes me stand outside while I strip while he takes care of himself. I can't stop going
I have known four or five males who were bisexual, and I always thought their interest in same-** relationships was purely selfish: it was always all about THEM. Arousing them, pleasing them, satisfying them, making them ** over and over. But your attitude is the exact opposite of theirs. Your sexuality is never about you: it's always about your partner(s). Every time you've ever written about a sexual encounter, whether with a male or female (or more than one of each), you've always focused on the other person, the one you are making love with. I think that is a wonderful thing, and a noble thing, and an admirable thing. How did you come to be that way? Is it something you can explain or describe, or is it simply who/what/how you are? I think you are amazing.
I can't explain why but there is nothing like make by another person just lose themselves totally in ecstasy. And when they orgasam , at that moment there is nothing like it And my best moments are feeling them totally relaxed. I can close my eyes and remember wiping off that beautiful women with the cool rags till she drifted to sleep
Or my wife orgasam while I give her oral. Total release right into me. Against me.
Last Sunday I parked on the road and the man that takes me into the woods drove by
It was down the road and all there was were high weeds still somewhat open but he took me there and I went down and did him extra good then got on my knees and let him pound me till he orgasamed. I pushed back so hard at that moment and told him to come deep ,pleaded. And he did. Then that night I did my wife from behind and made her orgasam so hard. Them massaged her to sleep. I have that till the next time.... all of it
Has your wife ever gotten close to catching you loving someone else, whether male or female? Or has she ever started to suspect she is not the only one you love? Do you ever wish she would find out what you're doing? Have any of your lovers, male or female, ever threatened to disclose your relationship to your wife?
Please tell me about yourself. I am interested. You sound very open and enlightening
No my wife has not caught me. She does sense something when it is with another women since they do turn into relationships. But only then.
One women did threaten me and tried to blackmail me but then just stopped. She threatened me after I stopped seeing her. She should only know I stopped because I fell in love with her. She was much younger. Asian. Beautiful I didn't want to ** up her life
Ah! That is so very interesting. Very! So, why/how do you think she intuits your involvement with another woman? Is it a smell thing (pheromones)? Or is she able to recognize an actual perfume or a body/genital scent from a female? Or do you think your attitude is different when the object of your affection is female, as opposed to when you are hungry for a man (or men)? Maybe she senses you have "romance" on your mind when you're seeing a woman -- which she has a context for -- versus a raw, animalistic need when you're getting it from another man? This is really fascinating!