Best friends Dad
I am an 18 year old mixed girl. Heavy set. Nothing to look at. I recently started hanging out with my old middle school friend again . She means the world to me. She's everything you want in a friend and more. But things turned for the worse when I started to hang around her dad more. I was required to be in the car with him because he takes me to go see her. He will pick me up at 3pm and we'd be alone together all day to 8-10pm. We talk about everything. Our lives ,our goals.. What we want and what we need. He'd talk about his wife and how she's really no good and a goldigging Bitch. Let me tell you, he's 54. I turned 18 in March. Being a teenager my hormones are raging and I could catch feelings for a piece of paper. I'm in a 4 year relationship. I love him. Id do anything for him. But there's just something about her dad that just drives me crazy. He's so sweet and god he's f****** hot. He tells me how beautiful I am and if I was older he'd get with me in a heart beat. Just yesterday I got drunk before I saw him. And said some pretty raunchy things and I leaned over while he was driving and wrapped my arms around him and he just pet the back of my head for awhile. This Is F****** TABOO. ! I CANT TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT. my whole life is at stake. Friendships and relationships. But I'm going to do it. I'm going to. I'm sorry everyone that I might hurt .