.....engaged...............?
My boyfriend asked me to marry him last valentines day so we'd get married after we graduate from high school this coming june and we have been engaged every since. but then when school started back up like a month ago we got this new asst principal and i fell in love with him right away on the first class day. he knows how i feel but he says we cant do nothing until i'm legal and i'm out of his school but waiting is getting super hard for both of us and i dont think either of us can wait much longer bcuz when we kiss sometimes we can almost not even stop ourselves anymore. i dont know whats going to happen but my fiancé is starting to realize that my head is somewheres else. and my parents will ** when they find out i am in true total love with a married black man.
Just because your DTF doesn't mean it's a good idea.
You must be crazy. It's one thing to agree to get married while you're still in high school, but to allow yourself to become involved (or "promised" to become involved) with an older married man is quite another. You need to chill the ** out, and just enjoy life. There'll be plenty of time for you to make huge life-altering mistakes when you're older.