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When i love someone
I am not proud of this but when i fall in love with someone i let him to behave badly towards me .
When this happens it is not that i get mad but i choose to not react .
I start to like it . If the one i fall in love hit me or humiliate me i will not get angry at all . On ** i would let him do anything he wants . I would let him to sit on my face , deep on my face , to ** on me , to pee on me , to spit on me , to pull my hair , to tie me and ** me whenever he wants and make me his ** . If he wanted ** he would not ask me if i wanted, he would just say ''i want ** , get undressed now''. When i wanted ** i would ask him and please him but if he didn't want, then i would accept it . I would kiss his feet whenever he wants . I would let him to sit on me while i walk like his puppy and at the same time hit my ** . I would let him dress me like a ** or with a manly suit . I would let him to put chocolate and candy on me or i would like to put chocolate on his ** or on his ** so i can lick both . I would like it if he put his underwears on my face so i can sniff them and lick them . The underwears would be worn of course . I fantasize like he is my magnificent king and i am his humble servant . I fantasize that he wears king's clothes and a crown (which i bought for him) sitting on his throne with open legs and down it would be me sucking and licking his ** .
I am embarrased and i feel guilty for those i wrote .
But the good news is that i haven't fall in love with anyone over 6 years .
I wonder if i fall in love someday who would be to do these stuff to me .
I realy wish you every good thing in life love and hope someday you will find somebody who will truely love you and look out for you and treat you like the princess you are love. My x had alot off sadness also from being cheated on by her daughters father. We were engaged and were getting married. We were together over six years and i realy loved her. But she was allways accuseing me off cheating and i know it was her hurt from past speaking. But it became too much for me and we split up. I allways think off her and her daughter who i loved also and wish them well. I wrote a letter too my x also and told her im sorry she was hurt and could not trust me. But i have never even thought about cheating when im with somebody. I have my faults but something like that would never cross my mind. It got kind off nastie at last few months before we split and we bought said some truely horribale things too each other too which i regret my part every single day and told her so in letter that im sorry for my hurtfull words too her. She never replied and only hope she rescived letter. I see her and her daughter at times and i can honestley say i only wish them good things. I hope these good things for you also love and never allow aybody too treat you bad or hurt you love. Every happiness and good wishes are being sent too you from me love. Post anytime as said and when i see your posts i will reply. Huggs too you love and be good too yourself also..
No you have not offend me at all ! I like that you are so kind to me and thank you for opening up to me ! I believe that maybe i would accept the behaviour i wrote above but i don't think i would accept cheating . Huggs ! I don't know why but these behaviour attract me . If someone is kind to me all the time i feel weird . I want someone to be kind with me too but not all the time . I would liked it if one man proves me he is my prince with very high confidence. And really i am guilty but i think i would truly liked it if someone i fall in love treat me like i was said . I remembered when i was 11 i loved a boy who i wanted to marry him and to do all chores for him and be my king . Once he spit he with water from his mouth on my face and he laugh and i liked it . I kissed his things too . When we had break time at school and he went out i kissed his book , his notebook, his pencil and his chair . I wish i could feel that way again . But thank you for being so kind !
I would love to be your prince my love and show you that not all men are cheaters and that you do deserve love and respect. That boy was mean to you love and if he was my child i would have tanned his bottom for spitting and you my love and treating you like that. My x spanked her daughter as part off discipline and had asked me at times too spank her. But i just could never do it like my x would spank her. I spanked her a few times over her skirt or pants and copil off times over her ** for serious offences love. But her mom allways spanked her on her bare bottom and i just could not do it. I hope you find your prince my love and can be happy. Huggs too you love.....
Thank you so much for being kind but i swear i can't imagine myself in a relationship with a boy who treat me like a princess and being always nice and kind and gives me anything i want .
But i can imagine myself with a boy who wants me to please him and do whatever he wants with me , if he wanted to make me his ** i would accept it , if he wanted to pee on my body i would accept it , if he wanted it to drink his sperm in a glass i would accept it , if he wanted to sat on my face with naked ** i would love it .
I remember once a boy ask me for being his girlfriend and i accepted it cause i was afraid that he would get mad at me .
But he was such a gentleman , he was even asking me if he could kissed me and he was careful with his behaviour.
Unfortunately i got bored easily and broke up with him .
And once i was with a boy in bed hug each other (with clothes on) , this boy was not in love with me but he just accept to be embraced with me in bed .
I told him to not touch my chest but then he grabed my right ** and when we finised the hug and i was standing up he slapped my ** without a warning and i jumped by the shock .
I was ashamed but i liked it .
I don't to offense any man with friendly behaviour towards women .
I appreciate these men .
And that's why i feel guilty because i should fall in love with boy who treats me very well and if i don't i would feel like i hurt the feelings of a good boy who maybe was fall in love with me .
How old did you say you were my love. I could never be mean too you my sweet love. But could pretend too if you liked and i would still allways look out for you my love. Do you mind me asking you a ? My love. Did your parents ever spank you love. I hated spanking my x girlfriend allthough i loved her like my own my love. But i beleave she acted up sometimes on purpose my love so she would be spanked and at times i noticed it was when my x was gone out and would push boundaries with me. I never reacted too her behaviour and most times sent her too her room or said shes grounded. But i did notice the times i would have too spank her and especialy on her ** that she would press her little ** into my lap love. I hope im not being too personal my love and sorry if i am. I send you love and huggs my little love.....
I hope your ok my love. I have a few things to do. I realy hope i have not offended you in anyway my love. I think and beleave you deserve love and happiness and i hope you find it in life love. I have had a few girlfriends also love. But also never loved anybody like i did my x and her daughter. I still talk to her family and its sad it ended like it did. But she was hurt so bad by her daughters father. Hope your ok love and talk soon. Have a good day and love too you....
Im sorry if i offended you with my last posts love. Im realy sorry if i did my love...