Not a good mom
I love my husband, and my kids. I love being pregnant and especially getting pregnant. But I am a terrible mom. I just hate having to "govern" my kids (I have 4 and 1 on the way, with no plans of stopping there). I pretty much let them do whatever. They are very destructive and most people don't want to be around us or have us over for visits. The other day, I bought them a bunch of toys. The 3 boys immediately started to break them, and then wanted me to buy more. The thing is, I just lounged on the couch with my cigarettes and watched them, but didn't stop them. I just can't do that. Our walls have holes in them, kitchen cabinet doors are broken off, most knick knacks have been destroyed, and I could care less. I guess I am the ultimate permissive mom. My husband must be a pretty permissive dad because he doesn't seem to be much more of a disciplinarian than me.