We are using each other
I'm at college and I share a room with another girl. Neither of us have a boyfriend but I'm not gay or bi and neither is she ... or so I thought. When I'm at home I'm in the habit of often wearing just a rugby shirt, and I don't think much of it, however a few weeks ago we were both watching TV and drinking wine, and I noticed her glancing across at me. I realised that the rugby shirt had ridden up slightly and she could see my p****. I thought she was thinking I was a bit vulgar, but then she got up, came over, moved my thighs apart and gave me the most incredible oral s**. I couldn't believe it. Afterwards she told me that she is bi, and when she did, I don't know why, I said that I'm bi too even though I'm not. Since then she's gone down on me several times more, and she has even rimmed me. I've never done it back, and never will, I couldn't do those things to another girl, but I'm quite happy for her to do them to me while I don't have a boyfriend ... the o****** are much stronger than when I m*********. So I guess I'm using her, and I think deep down she knows that, but I guess by letting her do it I am fulfilling her needs as well as my own, so she is kind of using me too because I think she knows that I'm not bi.