I wish I was a literal monster
I wish I was a werewolf or a vampire or women s*** like that, maybe have goat horns or pointed teeth and be carnivorous. I want to be different in some outlandish way that people freak out a bit when they see me coming down the street. I want people to see me as inhuman, that way I could justifiably stay inside or in bed all day. I want for people to accept that there's something wrong with me instead of 'you're just a bit sad' or 'it's not that bad, you're just being melodramatic'