Ending my life on 40th (unless things change)

Just turned 39. Lived with parents for 7 years. College graduate. Autistic. Bullied my whole life. I'm in counseling and I'm on meds. The ONLY jobs out here are factory temps and mimimum wage joke jobs that don't pay enough to live off of. Minus college loans for a useless degree and expensive healthcare. I have no friends because everyone treats me like s***. Can't do this anymore. Can't live in other people's squalor anymore. All I want is a CLEAN QUIET home with zero humans and zero disgusting animals. This is seriously my last year of this s***. If nothing has changed by Oct 10 next year, I'm out. Peace, world.

Oct 30, 2018

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  • Hello my friend! Dont end it now, you are far to young! My suggestion: Do a little work in the fabric or elsewhere - collect enough to go on a JOURNEY. Its worth it! A long journey! A work and travel maybe. I spended a year in NewZealand, this really changed me. Much luck to you! there is always a way :)

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