Im 18. Im a complete failure at everything. I have no one to lean on for support , i feel like i'm not even a normal person my age , i don't have a social life , i'm not pretty and outgoing and i can clearly see my mother is ashamed of me. If i do try to console with my mother she pushes me away and would rather help my cousins with their issues. I go to uni and i don't feel smart enough for it because im just pathetic and useless. No one is there for me , no one actually knows me. Im a horrible b**** i probably deserve everything bad but i can't do this anymore .