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Trapped
Im 18. Im a complete failure at everything. I have no one to lean on for support , i feel like i'm not even a normal person my age , i don't have a social life , i'm not pretty and outgoing and i can clearly see my mother is ashamed of me. If i do try to console with my mother she pushes me away and would rather help my cousins with their issues. I go to uni and i don't feel smart enough for it because im just pathetic and useless. No one is there for me , no one actually knows me. Im a horrible ** i probably deserve everything bad but i can't do this anymore .
Used to happen all the time with me, i felt just lost, i dont know where to go, where to look. Its like im out of sync, i cant seem to see the path i need to follow on. Its just terrible.
It happens with me when i pressure myself with goals i need to reach, when you put your standards too high you feel like this. My best adivice is: Do your thing, and whenever you feel like that scream how awesome you are, and write the qualities you have, be social, say hi to people.
If you socialize with your mom u will find it easier to talk with other ppl.
Hope it helps
Stay great, and make things awesome