Everyone treats me like a doormat, please help
I was bullied all through school. I eventually stopped going to church because I was even getting ridiculed there, accused of things I didn't actually do, while the rest of the youth my age got drunk and barfed every weekend, yet they were deemed as perfect angels. Moving on...
Ive quit or been fired from about 30 jobs for similar reasons (any career counselor can attest that you are more likely to lose a job over your personal skills than your work skills). Im always bullied, bossed around by co-workers who think they are my supervisors, always overlooked for promotions, usually screwed out of my payraises.
Most my family members enjoy making cruel jokes toward me. Likewise, Ive had little choice but to disown most of them.
Worst of all, my two best friends, whom Ive been close to since birth, have recently left.
Ive found myself all alone, 40 years old now (sigh). No gf/wife/kids, no friends, just a part time job, which I am lucky to have. I enjoy the job yet everyone there treats me like I don't even exist.
Life is not supposed to be this way. Ive seen way too many therapists. I have depression and anxiety. I cant go on this way any longer, and I realy don't know what to do to change anything.
If you've read this far, Im sorry, but any actual useful advice at this point would be very much appreciated and put toward good use.
Please help. Thanks