Sexual reverie of sleeping with my lecturer

If I’m being honest, I’m mildly obsessed. I cannot get the thought out of my head. Early 50s, spikey grey hair, confident & passionate about his career. I would never act on this, I know he has a wife and an incredible job so I would never come between any of that not to mention I would be stripped from being a student at the university. However, secretly, I do wish he would come on to me, slam me against a wall, spank me while I’m bent over his desk and f*** me so hard.

Unfortunately, he knows I want all of this thanks to my big mouth not realising he was behind me when I said it and it’s not like you couldn’t hear me🙄. I mean I hope he was flattered and not freaked out more than anything... he’s such a handsome human being. His wife is very lucky to call him hers.