My I.Q is 75 , I feel I am mentally ill
I confess that I am feeling down , I wonder if I should seek mental help , I suffered a bad 3rd grade Concussion at the age of 15 and I chipped my front teeth badly on a bike accident , I almost decided to murder my dad because he was responsible for it , if he had never sent me away in a hurry , I never would have fallen down and hit my right temple into the concrete road at 20 miles a hour and broken my neck and scared my body up pretty badly and put me into a hospital for life . I have enstranged my self from my dads side of the family , but my mind is pretty weak and I got nothing but nightmares , I was 15 when this bike accident took place , now I am almost 39 years old . I worked for 14 and a half years and only got laid off last year . I wonder if I should seek the medical advice of a doctor because I am afraid of sleeping and my I.Q is down to 75-80 , my mind needs help , it’s empty , it’s like I do not care no more , I kicked out all my dependants in my dead beat brother and his Girlfriend , I wonder if I should go to a mental health facility's and seek help from Professionals in doctors and nurses . I do not know what to do anymore .